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Name: kat
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Goldsboro
Birthday: 12/9/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: it's always darkest just before it goes pitch black.
"I slash myself with your misery and my blood trickles through your heart."
"I scream to avoid suffering in silence."
"All dried up and tied up forever, all fucked up and dead to the world."
"the world has a way of telling you to change your life. . .by destroying everything you've come to depend on."
"Never take away someone's hope--it may be all they've got."
"If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words."
Expertise: Hurt is the pain that eats away at my heart and makes me see the world through a filter of truth.Hurt is what sits in the pit of my stomach, waiting for me to acknowledge its power. Hurt is my shepherd, my comfort, my home. Hurt is what I feel every moment of every day. Hurt is what halts my laughter immediately after it's conceived. Hurt is what makes me hate the world. Hurt is the lump in my throat, the pain in my side, the tears that are welled up behind my eyes. Hurt is the well of tears that can't seem to overflow, the tears that are trapped inside of me, dripping down the back of my throat, rushing over the sands of time that wear down my body as it grows older and more insecure. Hurt is the tenseness in my hands and the blurred vision of my future. Hurt is the dream that is fading and falling apart little by little. Hurt is the feeling of knowing you've lost your place on a pedestal in someone's life. Hurt is knowing you've lost yourself somewhere along the way. Hurt is emptines
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
6/1/2004
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OMFG!!!! guess what erbody! i broke up with brendan on dec15 and like i've been dating curtis price since...dec 19th......yea i really like curtis......he's cool........im 16.....it's great...i can't get my license coz i have a 38 in 1 of my classes.......i had my surgery last wed....when i got out of surgery i had a collapsed lung and i couldn't breath...it suxed ass....im on pills 4 my back coz the doctor fucked up my back......abby's comin...on the 30th...no1 knows who she is except 4 dani......it's christmas.....my mom bought me a...$320 dollar guitar....it's fucking awsome!!!! i love it | | |
| - the way i feelOMFG!!!!!!!!!!! i have like this weired thing thats like weired and stuff and like i'm getting a surgery for it. coz like i sweat alot and i'm getting surgery for it on dec 21st. I LOVE brendan rees......wow.....he said he loved me last friday.....i wanted to throw him on the basketball court and rape him! i tun 16 on dec 9th...which is in like 3-4 weeks......yea...... i like mashed potatoes....w/ gravy.....it's thanksgiving today.....i don't know if brendan celebratse thanksgiving coz he's all like from England and he's british and stuff.......i think i'll ask him....i have a laptop.....a car....perty tv....really cold in ground pool....really hot boyfriend..but i still hate my life. whats wrong with me | | |
| guess what!!!!!!! no one knows who he is but guess what.....i am dating brendan rees..... | | |
| i like mashed potatoes............dani....guess what ......mashed potatoes are good | | |
| - the way i feel
hi everbody!!!!!!!!!! i'm dead....i found out that my bestfriends parents are getting a divorce....it was sad...........i cried for her... tear.....anyway............. but yea.....ok. she is my quote "sister." i love her in the non wrong way..........yea.. i found out that my mom has been cheating on my day with his bestfriend for 9 months......they are getting a divorce within a year and i'll be moving to california. | | |
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